I know the feeling I have wanted to watch my wife fuck another guy for years. A few years ago we ran into an old boyfriend of hers from High School and I told her I would be ok with you fucking him after all you have fucked him before but she just didn’t want to do it.
My wife is the same as you were. Sh3 wants another man but afraid of diseases and doesnt want any of my friends. We fuck to porn. This is next on my list for us! Cant wait to see that redhead pussy fucked by other men!!